I was not aware that I could be attracted to this character.
>I'm a neet
Start small. Work in the food or retail industries, or maybe in a factory, until you can lift yourself up high enough to get where you want to be. Remember that insurance and emergency savings are important. Learn to manage your money and time correctly, if you work mainly with cash then organize it into different envelops: one for rent and bills, one for transportation, one for groceries, and one for personal use or savings. Dedicate a small percentage of your leftover income to a "rainy day" fund. I wish you good luck as well, chevron.